Hey Guys...
whats up...nothing much here...bored...well...yesterday i went to school and that was kinda bad...well...first i woke up too early and had nothing to do...then i went to school and everyone kept asking me where i had been since i havent been there since like last wednesday but anyways...i had to tell the same thing like 500 times! and then...at lunch i had pizza hut and spilled sauce on me! then..in art class DYSON hit me in the head but that was funny...lol...then i went to english and did like nothing except glue my hands together...haha...then i couldnt stay for bball because of my gimp knee..and that sucked big time!! so i came home waited for my mom to get here..went to her house..talked to spencer off and on all day...got off once..called him back..then got off again and wrote a song..ill write that at the end...but anyways then sang that to my mom..went to my grams...got a shower and stuff..my gram read the song and like flipped out...bcuz "its depressing" haha...shes like "write about something happy" there is nothing happy...oh well then i went "to bed" but i actually called spencer and i sang the song for him and he said it was really good so thats just wonderful...lol...and then got off the phone with him and went to sleep...then today i woke up (duh) and went to Pittsburgh for the 2nd time this week and got a MRI and that was kinda weird...then we left there and went to eat n park...yum...lol..then left and now im here...waiting for people to get ready to come home from school! okay well heres this song...
Now that youre gone, Ive felt so numb
since you walked away
Im like a walking dead girl
crying and dying inside of me
Im learning more and more on how to pretend to fool everyone around me!
Chorus:
So take away my scars,
take away my pain,
cuz i cant take this anymore,
why dont you leave me alone
why cant you get away
away from me, yeah
Things arent getting better, like everyone said how they would
Why cant it be the same before me and you
I miss the laughter, i hate the tears
i used to be hopeful, but now im scared
without you here, i need you here
im lost without you!
then back to chorus
Bridge:
I need you right here beside me
Nothing compares to me and you
Chorus 2x
get away from me,
go away
please...
welp that was my song..haha...oh well...im gonna go do whatever?...leave me some comments please...
Hope</3 | 
lol...well thats all that happened today...well im gonna go get a shower because im going to KATELYNS HOUSE!!!!
...uhmmm....well...now that schools started..i hate that even more because like in my school people are sooo GAY!
i hate guys...theyre all suck penis-heads to me!but yeah im lonley and if anyone else is single and wants to talk to me...im HERE! hah...well...im gonna go talk to people on AIM...my s/n is hotchicwannabe4...
okay well there was this huge bug in her car...her trunk was like
infested with em! we called them *WiCkEtS* lol...weird
crickets...haha...there was like 3 of em that we killed...like first we
saw it and i was ahh!! there is a huge flipping bug on your window!
haha. and then she grabbed the ice shaver thingy for her car and she
killed it...then we went for like 5 mins and we saw it again and i went
ahh its back from the dead! haha...then i killed that one!! oo yeah im
good!
lol...then we went for like another 5
mins and i saw it again!!! it was soo freaky! haha...then we killed it
on my window...jay like flipping shoved it under my window! lol...okay
then after my game ashley came over and we went to the drive-ins and we
saw batman: the begining..that was soo boring! okay then we went
home..but at the drive-in ashley like thought that her contact fell out
and i thought i found it so she picked it up and said..eww...its all
dry so i said put some ice on it from your cup so she did and she goes
to go put it in her eye and she stops and i go what and she goes
nothing and then she goes to put it in her eye again and then she goes
wait! this is a piece of grass!! haha...you had to be
there...lol...then we came home and we jelped my dad find the missing
puppy and we found it and took it in the house and it was sick soo my
dad was on his way down to pittsburgh for that vet dude and the puppy
died!
oh well...anyways...then he came home
and me n ashley were saleeping...lol...then we woke up and i got sick
with the stomach flu and had to miss my guitar practice!
and then me n ashley hung out here and i just laid in my bed all day!
then i had to get ready for my game and that was the worst game of my
life ever! i had to sit out bcuz my legs were like getting ready to
give out from the heat and i sat out and i was sick soo they took me
out bcuz i told them too! lol..then kati went in for me...lol...sucks
to be her! then we left and me n jay went on our *SaFaRi* lol...